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I send you my statement just for you to know about my case which begin in France, in Paris and because I really appreciate your work, you give the best advices to fight these horrible stuffs.
My experiences force me to believe that I’m victim of experimentations of mind control. I believe I was implanted in the mental institution “Maison Blanche” in Paris as I was homeless, depressed and hopeless as a guinea pig.
In 1986,Few months after going to “Maison Blanche” for just a consultation!! So few months after “Maison Blanche” I heard on the radio a voice repeating my thoughts at the same time! First shock! (First experience with synthetic telepathy)
In 1988, I was gangstalked in Paris . Red cars, too much red cars and white cars also, and people dressing in red and blue, too much people dressing in red and blue. It was crazy, everywhere I go I see red cars but too much red cars, I could walk a lot and see those red cars, back and forth, honking, making street theatre, and people walking in red and others in blue, too much people dressing like that. Sometimes as I paid more attention and try to understand and follow this strange back and forth of those pedestrians some of them in blue and others in red, I noticed there is like a dynamic, a process, an organisation because as I followed people dressed in blue, I found myself surrounded by a back and forth of people dressed in blue, I was so confuse, I was never surrounded by people like this but what I saw shocked me, increased my confusion, I saw people in red, and suddenly I was surrounded by a lot of people in red, too much people in red, a back and forth of people in red, it was so bewildering, so confusing!! This crap lasted few months.
In 1989 in Morocco , I was gangstalked the same way that I was in Paris , with red cars and people walking in the street dressing in red and blue and it lasted few months too.
That street theatre with red cars and people in red and blue was created to make me feel a sensory disorientation ,as you said Bob, and also increase paranoia, anxiety, despair, distress.
I think also they were observing my reactions, behalf to make a profile, a pattern of my behavior….
Here are some of symptoms of mind control I have to bear:
A) Synthetic telepathy:
Hearing voices inside my head.
Hearing my thoughts from the outside, I mean perps broadcast my thoughts so I hear my thoughts from the outside, my environment (broadcasting).
Hearing my thoughts broadcasted from the outside but through people’s voices, I think that it is morphing by synthetic telepathy.
Those voices say what I’m thinking at real time; they also say what I do, for example yesterday I bought sandwich of chicken, then I went out from the snack where I bought my sandwich I heard clearly voices around me saying “chiken”, as a trigger I heard this word repeated several times on my way home.
Voices suggest also, they mumble nonsense sometimes.
Here are some details of those hearings which I’ll try (this is not easy to give details about synthetic telepathy) to describe on my day life:
They are not a lot of voices when I’ m at home; mainly there is one voice, a feminine voice. Mostly I hear this feminine voice before sleeping, and I hear it loudly at the right ear as clearly as listen to the radio though the radio and TV are set off, it is very disturbing and it last nearly 20 mn before I sleep. Sometime with this feminine voice I hear a masculine voice.
But when I’m outside, in the street, in the bus, shops, hospital, administrations, they are numerous, various because it’s people voices that I hear when I go out from home, so I hear people’s voices saying what I’m thinking, what I’m feeling or did at real time. So shocking! Unimaginable! Unthinkable! Crazy! I feel deep loneliness, distress, hopeless!
I hear also voices from TV saying what I think, feel or did minutes before and it occurs when my attention to TV is reduced, it happen so fast and it last few seconds each time. I take off the TV and don’t watch it no more.
I hear also voice shouting in my head when I’m about to fall asleep, it’s frightening me, it hurts my heart violently.
When I interact with those voices in real time, I say to the perps that they can go to hell. Before, I was begging them to stop these tortures but on the contrary they increase the sufferings. At the same period, I tried sometimes to reason with the perps, to make them feel good emotions, to have mercy on me but on the contrary they increase the pain; they are inhuman, so evils.
Now I interact with them saying to them at real-time when they talk to me by synthetic telepathy by saying: “You can go to hell!”
But it’s better to not interact at all, to ignore, but it’s nearly impossible as they constantly harass me. At a period when I heard voice or voices, I thought "SYNTHETIC TELEPATHY", that’s all and it helped me a lot to not think about the shit, to ignore them, to forget them and by this they let me for a while...just for a while. Now I don’t need to do that, I just ignore and let it pass or I say to the perps: “go to hell!”
B) Sleep deprivation: Though I need to, it disrupt my rhythm of life. It’s so unjust, I suffer so much and I can’t rest, even sleep, they are so inhuman, evils, with their brain interface machine which never sleep.
C) Seeing dots of light white, red, blue that don’t let you find sleep accompanied sometimes with sleep deprivation, sensory deprivation and hearing voices. Let me tell you something about sensory deprivation, it makes me unable to feel, understand also, for example, listening to the news on TV, when it suddenly happens, I feel nothing, I just can understand the news, even the things around me at home I cant feel it, so strange, horrible feeling, like I am not human anymore.
D) Seeing holograms: it often start with those dots of light, the white one, then as I am focus just a little bit ,against my will, on these dots of light it takes shape, threatening shapes, frightening shapes; that s makes me shout inside. It moves, it’s like a cartoon, a nightmare-cartoon. Actually they don’t send me dots of light, they send directly frightening pictures as I want to sleep with these techniques, no more shape, but faces, frightening faces and it comes suddenly and rapidly, the picture doesn’t last, it appears suddenly and disappears rapidly, I guess the mentally ill perps are watching my reactions at this moment, I think also that perps don’t need no more of those dots of light to create their holograms, now dots of light, blue or red, I see them just only on day.
E) Sleep induction: Though I don’t feel the need, often accompanied with itching inside eyelids, disrupt my rhythm of life and prevent me to make activities when I feel the need to, perps just want to break my life.
F) Controlled dreams: It s a dream but not a real one for me, it s like the quality of the picture is not the same, hard to explain, unpleasant dreams sometimes nightmares. For example when they makes me dream hands in white medical gloves touching me, (just white hands, I’ve seen on the net that hands is a symbol in mind control and free masonry) this controlled dream of hands in white gloves makes me moan first and then shout, then I wake up and it hurts on the back of the head and on the back of the neck and I feel so exhausted that my day have even not begin yet that I’m already tired. Also as I wake up I feel like a zombie and it can last until the rest of the day. Sometimes when I wake up like that, the perps control my body by motor control, they make me walk (at home), move my arms, my head, my eyes, my tongue, so as I’m so weak they play with me like they play with a toy, a robot, a zombie-robot, I call myself sometimes ironically a robot in Rabat (Rabat is the place I live now, the capital of Morocco).Controlled dreams and electronic dissolution of memory caused me osteoarthritis of the neck, one morning I felt like I couldn’t raise from bed; it was like my neck was concreted. When I saw the doctor he told me after x-ray that I get osteoarthritis of the neck, it was in 1996.Actually they make a lot of controlled dreams with electronic dissolution of memory, by controlled dreams they can see my reactions on situations they create, but also and this worry me a lot, I suspect they look for a way to program some shit during these controlled dreams, but with the electronic dissolution of memory I can’t think and remember well. Also each time I wake up after controlled dreams I get severly bloated.
G) Forced memory blanking: That makes me unable to remind what I want to say or do in a short lap of time, even simples things like "good morning", for example. I remember, when I was salesman, after ringing at the door and as the person opened it, my mind had a blank, I was unable to say a simple word like “good morning" and "I m a salesman of the society ..."I just stayed in front of the person without saying a word, finally I said trembling» “Hi ..." It happened suddenly, when she shut the door, I cried in the stairs. Other example, when I m typing on pc, suddenly I m unable to remind what I want to type, it s like time has stopped, everything 's gone, just nothing left; very shocking, it’s feel like I don’t exist, helpless.
Actually perps attack me a lot with electronic dissolution of memory especially when I wake up after controlled dreams so I can’t remember what I was dreaming and it causes me loss of memory, pains on vertebras of the neck, headaches and I feel always like a zombie, I think they want more control by loosing memories and also they don’t want me to be much active on forum for example but also and it s an important point by controlled dreams they can see my reactions on situations they create, and also and this worry me a lot, I suspect they look for a way to program some shit during these controlled dreams, but with the electronic dissolution of memory I can’t think and remember well.
H) Rape: While sleeping, perps controlling my hand by motor control masturbate me then I wake up founding myself in this humiliating situation with sexual arousals controlled by the evil perps, I remove my hand but they replace it very fast and masturbate me again, this repeat several times; if I dress up the trousers, they take it off, this is repeated several times, if I go to take refuge in prayer, they continue to masturbate me by motor control in the prayer so I stop praying, if I take refuge in reciting the Koran, they rape me again as I have the Koran in my hands, so humiliating.! I’m not that mad to the point I do this by myself with the Koran, believe me perps rape me literally, it’s horrible, and you what? Because prayer and reciting verses are so helpful, it gives faith, peace, light, strength, patience, wisdom and the perps know that and they don’t want it. So after the perps rape me, if I go out I heard people's voices taunting me but I try to keep calm and think, its "synthetic telepathy» that makes me heard their voices by morphing. Perps are slaves, slaves of the devil. Me, I am a worshipper of God, a slave of God, they will never succeed, I will never loose my faith or become the slave of the slaves of the devils. God is the greatest. Praise to God. Thanks to God.
Forced body motion or motor control also in sport for example, great acceleration while cycling, also while warm-up exercises (arms and legs), it injured my chest during arms exercises in 1992.Forced nudging also.
Severe sweating while practicing sport, believe it’s not a normal sweating as I was used to, it’s very abundant sweating, very unpleasant and very disturbing.
Electric shock sensations: it happens while I m sleeping or about to, it occurs on the leg, that s make my leg blench.
They can also make me defecate with motor control at anytime they want, I assure you they love to play with shit, they make me feel the need to go to the toilet and when I go they prevent me to do what I need, now as they play this game with me, I think "to shit or not to shit?", for example as I put the hand on the door handle of the toilet they make me feel as I don’t need, so I think "not shit", so I don't open the door and I go for something else but again they make me feel the pressing need and I come back to the toilet and as I m in front of the door, they remove the need(the shit which was about to go out) so I m about to go for something else but again the make me feel the need, all this in front of the door during few seconds, that's why I invent this expression:" to shit or not to shit?", I invent this expression also in order to keep calm and with the sense of humour it helps. So to play with shit I think they control some organs of my body in relation with the shit and farting... intestines, sphincter?
I) Forced speech: Perps makes me speak out loud. Words, sentences come out suddenly from my mouth. One day I decided to prevent this, it feels like words are about to come out from the inside, words which are not mine, so I didn’t want to let them out, to say them; I was feeling like the words were in the brain then in my mouth and I made big effort to prevent them come out, it was like I clenched them between my teeth, it works but for few seconds only, the moment I let up, the words suddenly come out and I couldn’t do nothing to stop it. This day I made several attempts with the same results, at the last attempt even squeezing myself words, sentences come out, there were nothing I could do against this, they proved me they can beat me, that s turned me crazy, hopeless and helpless. Since that day I let them say their shit and I respond them "go to hell" or "f... u" or sometimes I just say nearly nothing, I just let it pass. At a period, I discovered a very simple thing that s helped me a lot, I simply name the phenomenon when it occurs so when I heard voices, I said to myself "synthetic telepathy», when they forced me to speak I said to myself “forced speech». That helped me keep calm, so they stop or they continue a little bit to play with me before they stop for a while. Calm and patience. Thanks God. Now as I said on A) I don’t need to name these phenomenon, I just ignore or say “go to hell”.
The contrary of forced speech: Removing the voice, breaking it, for example, sometimes when I recite the Koran, they stop my recitation by removing my voice; it s terrible to get one s voice removed abruptly; how many people relieve themselves of their suffering by singing, especially singing the words of God, of His prophets, imagine black people seeing their one s voices removed while singing the blues on slavery days, what could be the results?
Also the contrary of removing the voice: Raising the volume of the voice, also change the modulation of the voice, so disrupting.
J) Distortion of facial: I remember they did it each time I had one's photo, it makes me suffer and I have to fight against these distortions in order to look good on the photo ,almost make me cry after the photo.
K) Forced movement of jaw and clacking teeth: It happens to me a lot after swimming, you may say it s normal but it was too much, really too much! Too much intensity, it lasted too much, it is very unpleasant, I couldn’t have a normal conversation even long time after swimming.
L) Itching inside eyelid: it occurs often before induced sleep also on pc, TV and also in any activities at anytime.
M) Ringing in the ears: It hurts very much, many times I felt pains in right with or without tinnitus.
N) Wildly racing heart without cause: it happens sometimes before I start speaking serious things at work or with subjects I disagree or when a problem occurs, it increases abnormally and considerably and make me feel very nervous and irritable. Also in jogging, football, when I was practicing a lot of sports (now I just swim), also while sleeping, it hurts so much, I hate so much when they attack the heart.
O) Overheating, it weaken me, makes feel tired, feel big fatigue, dont let me do intellectual works.
P) Sudden headaches, "hot needles", pain, itching on genital area and on the body. Perps induce also emotions like anger, fear and irritability .What they do to me sometimes is to make me feel insatiable, by this they want me to eat a lot so I'll feel heavy and lazy, they do the same with smoking, I smoke one and I feel the need to smoke another one, if I smoke it I feel the need to smoke again, three in a row, they create the need, the sensation to push me to eat a lot and smoke a lot but as I know it's them who are doing this to me, I stop eating when I feel this sensation of insatiable desire, they do this to push me to damage my health , as all the aggressions they do with their machines are not enough. For them everything is good to destroy me and destroy myself.
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